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Lesson #23 "I've Been Thinking"

2009-11-26T21:29:00.000+08:00

Well, i woke up today feeling like a million bucks after what happened last night. I'm really happy that we took our relationship to the next level, I really can see that Mumtaz Begum Bte Hayat Khan is the girl that i'm going to marry and spend the rest of my life with. I went to her house and her mother was very nice to me, after what i've heard from Mumtaz and her friends i was really shock that she was really nice to me, I hope this could be a start of a good relationship between Mumtaz's mum and me

There was this night in the kichen, My girlfriend was getting the food ready and she was in the kichen with me and there was no one at home. I really felt like we we're husband and wife, she even scolded me when i took the wrong cup, I thought that was really funny. To be honest that was the day i knew that i was going to marry Mumtaz and i was going to enjoy the rest of my life with her, we're going to get our own house and our very own family. And i knew how much she really loved me and i would never do anything to break her heart. I must admit that i need her more then she needs me, I never had anyone loved me so much before and if she we're to leave me i would be lost.

I've been thinking of the things i've done, some we're good things and some just made her angry or sad. When i was a young boy, I watched other guys break girls her and i promised i would never do that. Its easier said then done, I know i have been such a jerk at times and i wanna say i'm really sorry and Mumtaz you know what i mean. I don't want you to ever feel sad again, you've done nothing to break my heart and it would only be fair if i did the same for you.

Mumtaz i guess all i want to say is i really love you so much and i am really happy to have met a girl like you, It would be stupid of me not to marry a girl like you. I'm not going to let this chance drift away. I want to marry you and wake up next to you everyday. I want to eat dinner with you everyday, I want to watch late night movies with you. The most important thing is, I want to spend the rest of my life with you and all i want to say is there is no turning back from this.

We have been through alot of bad times, we both have cried on the phone a couple of times, There we're many times i have cried and you diden't know about it. I am really glad that we both did not drift apart during this tough times. I'm really glad things are starting to pick up, and i really want to thank you for helping me have faith in this relationship. I don't know what i would be doing now if i did not have you by my side.

"Behind every strong man, there's an even stronger woman"

Lesson #22 "Love conquers all"

2009-11-23T11:30:00.001+08:00

To my dearest sweetheart Daniel..

Baby thanks for the previous post and thanks a lot for reassuring me that you will always be there for me...Likewise I promise never to leave you no matter what happens...Right now I know that we have been going through a lot of ups and downs...I apologize if I have been very incapable of understanding certain situations...I am sorry for causing you so much hurt and trouble...I just can't help feeling a certain way if the situation is such...I hope you understand and all I want is for you to stand by me during those moments...I know it's been hard for us now but I just pray that we can both work hand-in-hand to overcome this situation...It's me and you against the world and I just want to prove all those jerks out there that our love is strong enough to pull through...I love you very much baby...Muacks!!! Thanks for everything...

"Love conquers all"

Lesson #21 "ALL FOR YOU..."

2009-11-23T11:05:00.003+08:00

This is to the most awsome girl i know and love, I know i have not been the guy you loved last time and i'm really sorry. You deserve better and I totally know how you feel, I'm really sorry and i'm not just going to say it but i'm going to show it to you.

Please don't cry, when i heard you cry on the phone my heart totally broke. It was like i coulden't do anything cause i was so far away, i felt so helpless cause my baby was in pain. I don't want you to ever feel like that again.

I'm willing to do anything for you and if that means converting then i will. I love you and i want to be with you the rest of our lives. I wanna wake up in the morning and see your face, I want to go the kitchen and give you a big hug from behind when you are prepairing our meals, I want to laugh with you when we're watching a funny movie, I want to go on holidays and experience the world with you. I love you so much!

It's you and me against the world.

Lesson #20 "True love is miserable..."

2009-11-15T15:48:00.002+08:00

I JUST WISH EVERYONE IN THIS DAMN FKED UP WORLD CAN SEE HOW MUCH I LOVE HIM!!! THE WHOLE WORLD'S AGAINST US!!! I CAN'T SHUT PEOPLE'S MOUTHS SO I HAVE TO JUST BEAR WITH ALL THEIR CRAP TALK!!! BUT I HAVE EARS TOO MIND IT!!! AND THERE'S ONLY A CERTAIN EXTENT WHEREBY YOU CAN PUSH SOMEONE UP THE WALL!!! I HAD ENOUGH!!! FUCK MY LIFE!!! STOP MAKING ANOTHER SOUL FEEL MISERABLE BECAUSE OF WHAT YOU FEEL!!! WHAT WE DO DOESN'T AFFECT YOU GUYS IN ANY WAY!!! IT'S ALWAYS BEEN MY FAULT ISN'T IT?!! I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY AND I AM DONE FOR IT!!! GO AHEAD AND BITCH ALL YOU WANT!!! I LOVE HIM AND THAT'S ALL THAT MATTERS!!!

"True love is miserable, hurtful and full of struggles"

Lesson #19 "No matter how hard you try..."

2009-11-12T23:48:00.005+08:00

Why does my life seem so sweet and sugary to people around me?!! Whereas for me it’s just the total opposite, bitter and disgusting…Today was a whole brand new episode of a dramatic day for me unlike the other normal boring school days...So many incidents took place…So many things to blog about…Whole day’s plan was disrupted by this one girl, Malis…

Apparently I was early for class today and so I decided to walk from Woodlands Interchange to Republic Polytechnic…I wasn’t even through half my journey towards my destination…Spotted a couple fighting…The girl was standing at the other side of the ledge threatening her boyfriend that she’ll jump off…The emotional ties between a man and a woman…Not always sweet…Instinct told me to lend a hand quick and that’s exactly what I did…Other details too lazy to type…

Just an inside from what I learnt today…It’s normal to have conflicts now and then, but everything has a solution towards it…No one is born to suffer neither is anyone born to take their own life…It hurts to give a 100% in love when you know you don’t get that full 100% back…I’ve been through that many times…Right now I am just set on the one most amazing guy in my life: Daniel Vincent Rodrigues…

Telling my parents about him wasn’t much of a help…I didn’t expect their reaction to be as such…For once in my life I am actually extremely disappointed in having them as parents…All these while I thought they were the most understanding people in my life…Well I guess it all sums to all parents being like that huh?!! I never have truly treasured someone so much in my life…I really want this to work out just as much as he wants it to…All I can do is to pray…Life’s a disappointment to me…I don’t know what I’ll ever do without him…Baby I love you…

“No matter how hard you try, people just give up on you…Why?!!”

Lesson #18 "Went to Republic Poly for lunch"

2009-10-28T17:11:00.001+08:00

Hello Blog,

Daniel Vincent Rodrigues here, this is my first time in like 4years i am blogging and i must say i'm quite lazy so i'l keep this short. Today i woke up late so i came like 40mins late, i'm sorry darling :) once i reached RP (Republic Poly) i went to the ATM to draw money then i called syg. I went to W5 to see her, i met some of her friends which were very nice. We then went to lunch, syg had Fish N chips and i had Chicken chop and we were visited by her friend named Atieqah not sure how to spell her name, lunch was great mainly because i got to spend it with the most amazing girl in the world. We both walked to her class at W5 and she gave me a tour, i got to say Republic poly is a very nice place. While i waited for her class to end, i visited the Republic Poly Library which was also very nice, i found it quite hard to find some of the books but. I can't believe they have a Xbox in the library, Syg called me after her class ended so we met at the library as i did not know my way around Republic Poly. After that, we went to a quiet corner and looked at some photos of her and her family. Ok, honestly i'm really tired of typing so yeah. BYE BYE, Love you sayang :D

Lesson #17 "Love is never..."

2009-10-26T21:11:00.015+08:00

Saturday, 24 October 2009…Sulkiest morning ever!!! My maid woke me up in a rush in the morning…Apparently some lady fell down nearby my house and she was suffering from fits…In attempt to help her, I got injured instead…I just woke up from my beauty sleep so how exactly was I supposed to know that my dear maid was halfway through mopping the floor when she didn’t even inform me?!! In fact she was the one who rushed me to help the other lady…Goodness gracious!!! Thank God I didn’t fracture my bone or something…Twisted my knee so badly I can barely stand let alone walk…Blame me for being super clumsy…Gahhh!!!

Anyway, plans for Friday, 23 October 2009 went on well…Apart from the fact that I came like 45mins late…Been feeling super guilty for lying to my parents for the past couple of days…But well all for a good cause I suppose…Watched Halloween 2 with my baby yesterday…Not a good choice of movie especially for a first official date…Gore, nudity, gore, vulgarities, gore and more gore…Blood!!! Thank God I didn’t faint or something…Super disgusting…When for dinner at Swensens after the movie…Kind of lost half my appetite due to the movie…But well I did have a bowl of mushroom soup…Baby ordered chicken baked rice…And yeah…Obviously it didn’t end just like that…

Daniel Vincent Rodrigues…The one guy who I feel I should spend my entire life with…The one guy who claims he loves me more than I love him…The one guy who is willing to do anything for me…The one guy who appreciates me for who I am rather than what I am…The one guy who treasures the love I have for him…The one guy who touched the depths of my soul and entangled my heart with his…The one guy who stares at me for no reason all the time…The one guy whose silence mean the world to me…The one guy who imagines himself still with me when we are old…The one and only guy I have loved this much…The one guy…My baby…

For the last time, I am actually grateful to God for creating the feeling of LOVE and allowing us humans to be mesmerised by the feel of it…Because nothing has felt even more beautiful than being in love…I thank the creator of all for this wonderful tingling sensation in my soul…The language of love, words spoken through the heart…The magic of love, seen by even the blind…I love you, baby…Even a million words cannot describe how much…

I love you enough to fight for you, compromise for you, and sacrifice myself for you if need be. Enough to miss you incredibly when we’re apart, no matter what length of time it’s for and regardless of the distance. Enough to believe in our relationship to stand by it through the worst of times, to have faith in our strength as a couple, and to never give up on us. Enough to spend the rest of my life with you, be there for you when you need or want me, and never, ever want to leave you or live without you. I love you this much.

"Love is never finding the perfect person, but seeing the most imperfect person perfectly"

Lesson #16 "Life's a mystery..."

2009-10-21T19:01:00.002+08:00

life works in mysterious ways and sometimes i wish i could understand the law of nature...

all those things that i really desire in my life, all those that far from attainable...

all those things that i never thought about in my life, all those always within my reach...

sometimes i sit down in a corner and cry, why is life being so unfair to me...

some people out there seem to have it all, why i ask...

am i just being paraniod and disturbed by fragments of my mind...

or is life really all out to test me...

either way i am on the losing end...

is this what life is all about...

Clearing all my unnecessary stuff from my laptop and this is what I came across...Should be one of those stupid ass emo-ing sessions of mine, always trying to figure out the meaning of life...Well right now I just feel so stupid to have wasted my time thinking so much...Life has its ups and downs for everyone...It's just a matter of waiting for the right moment...Well I am still in denial about that...Chiow yaw peeps...Got stuff to do...Update more later...Mwah!!!

"Life's a mystery never to be solved"

Lesson #15 "Looks will never matter..."

2009-10-19T19:13:00.002+08:00

Dear blog…It’s been ages since I last updated…Well nothing much to blog about…It’s been 2 whole weeks of school and more school…So why the sudden urge to blog?!! Well you should know very well that I don’t really blog unnecessarily...13th October 2009…The day before my birthday…The day I got to know the most awesome guy in my life…Strange how it feels as though God himself presented me with the most surprising 18th birthday gift…The gift of love…Daniel Vincent Rodrigues…The one guy who I wish to share my entire future with…I have never introduced any of my ex-boyfriends to my parents mainly because I didn’t feel the need to…But for my dearest Daniel, I really pray that Mum and Dad will realise how much I love him and appreciate him for who he is and who I see him to be….All I need is their approval…Turning 18 does indeed feel different…Extremely different in fact…Somehow I feel that I should be responsible in balancing my life…Not only between my family life, school life and personal life…I believe that it’s time I seriously decide on who I want to spend my future with and get to know him as well as possible…Well time flies and I don’t want to be in similar situations like some of my buddies who rush their decisions in marriage and end up getting married to the wrong guy…Lesson to learn…Get to know your future spouse early so there will be plenty of time to encourage bonding not only between the two of you, but also between your family and him…The future will be much easier that way…Sounds too serious to be me?!! Well I am surprised that this is me too…I am totally mesmerised with the existence of such an awesome guy on earth…What happened to the part of me that thought “all guys were jerks”?!! Well I thought that there was never going to be a guy out there who I could trust 100% with all my love, one who loves me for who I am, one who loves listening to me no matter what crap I speak, one who never fails to find perfection in every imperfection of mine, one who will never hurt me or watch me hurt, one who will cherish the moments we spend together…Ok you get what I mean…I can go on and on about this…It would never end…Well I just my sweetheart Daniel just proved me wrong…I am just so thankful to be loved by him and I will definitely never ever want to lose such a perfect guy like him…Call me lucky because I always am…And I am really starting to fall head over heels in love with this guy…Daniel baby if your reading this I just want you to know that I love you so much, though I can never find the right words to explain how I feel about you…My personal promise to cherish and love you just like how you love me…That’s all for now…Really exhausted…No worries for more updates will be coming along pretty frequently…Awaited Friday =) Much loved all…Toodles ^.^

"Looks will never matter so long as the love is true"

Lesson #14 "Boredom kills..."

2009-10-13T15:27:00.003+08:00

Right now I am just sitting through my classmates presentations, not paying attention to a single thing which is happening around me...Okie I suck being a student...I can't help it alright!!! My team presented first and now I am just waiting for the others to finish...*Yawns* Can't wait for school to end...So damn exhausted!!! I am still thinking whether I should come to school tomorrow...There's so many idiots out there waiting to "sabo" me!!! Shit!!! Made so many new friends this week...Okie don't want to elaborate...To my special someone, I really wish you could spend more time with me...I miss the days we talked bullshit over the phone till early morning...I miss those times you constantly look out for me through your messages...I miss you!!! Okie okie...Forget it...Pfft!!! Too lazy to type >.<

"Boredom kills, you not here kills me more"

Lesson #13 "Just when you thought..."

2009-10-10T22:49:00.003+08:00

And finally I have the time to blog!!! Like at last!!! This whole week has been really awesome and I am actually looking forward to the next 14 weeks of school...Not to mentioned I really LOVE my class so much!!! We guys are super noisy and super interactive...Well I am glad everything is well so far...List of the classmates I previously know...Sharmine, Yussof, Raymond, Olivia, Suresh, Melvin, Diana, Sharmala, Cindy and Farah...List of classmates I have gotten to know so far...Ynaes, Kasturi, Kennia, Wan Ting, Li Ting, Yvonne, George, Job, Hilda and other names who I am still familiarising myself to...Well that's W56C =P The never ending fun class full of year twos...And then on the other hand there's W55F...The class full of year threes dumped with only FIVE year twos, Ynaes, Victor, Nadiah, Ming Yuan and me =X Rest of all the unfamiliar faces...Though Sharman annae knows most of them...Haiz...Ouh almost forgot...The facilitators!!! All female species...Patient Care - Arul, short and round indian lady with curly bob and guy's name =X Pharmaceutical Legislation and Marketing - Lena Lee, plump chinese young lady with friendly smile [really approachable] =) Pharmacology and Toxicology - Mabel Ho, average chinese lady with really oily face =P Psychology - Sandhya Kumar, indian from india with weird accent and on the wrong side of the scale =X And lastly Molecular Cell Biology - Hooi Hong, pregnant chinese lady with "EXCELLENT" sense of fashion [in Olivia's term = pretty in pink] =X Weird weird semester!!! Haha!!! Update more later...Gonna have my dinner =P

"Just when you thought you saw the best, the worst stands in your face"

Lesson #12 "New starts in life..."

2009-10-03T23:31:00.009+08:00

03 October 2009!!! Wow!!! Time does pass like crazy!!! Oh man...School's starting on Monday and I am super excited!!! Finally, the long long long wait is over...My class timetable's out and I am more excited at the thought of having many people I know as my classmates...Suresh, Farah, Olivia, Raymond, Cindy, Sharmala & some others...Wack man!!! Chaos outbreak!!! Well apart from the major excitement I am facing right now, I can't help but to also feel tension and pressure that the new semester is starting...New modules, new facilitators, new classmates, new expectations...I really hope I can keep up with the speed at which time is running...No joke man!!! Snap out of it and into reality!!! It's already the second semester in my second year...Jeez!!! So here's for all to see...My time table...

A252-1-W56C-B Patient Care * Start 09:15

A372-2-W56C-C Pharmaceutical Legislation & Marketing * Start 10:00

A233-8-W56C-B Pharmacology & Toxicology * Start 09:15

A235-3-W55F-C Psychology * Start 10:00

A222-4-W56C-A Molecular Cell Biology * Start 08:30

So yeah there it is...My five-day schedule...Ouh topic change!!! Congratz to our new Vasantham Star Viki!!! Fall in love with his smile man...Such a down-to-earth, soft-spoken individual...Well didn't quite mind Sivabalan winning...Either way both of them were much better than the others in the competition...So lazy to blog right now...Will update soon...

"New starts in life always start on a good note if you believe they do"

Lesson #11 "If only boredom kills..."

2009-09-29T12:26:00.005+08:00

Well first things first, I just woke up...Decided not to go and do my survey at Sentosa today...Well exhaustion beyond limits...*Yawns*...Yesterday night's stay over plan at the hospital was cancelled...Apparently another aunt of mine was on duty and yeah...LOL!!! Sounds like I am working for some security company...Sheesh!!! Well I guess it's my turn today...Granny's in hospital so everyone's been taking turns to stay the night and monitor her condition...It's so weird how it seems...I am supposed to be taking care of granny but instead I am afraid I might fall asleep...Well I kinda slept at 05:30am in the morning today...As usual, holiday mood and I couldn't get my ass to bed no matter how tired I was...Experience chatting over the phone with a new friend was amazing...Hey one thing's for sure, it's not only us girls who get hyped up over guys...Haha!!! Well recently I've been downloading loads of movies...Been movie marathon-ing since 3 days ago...Don't even get me started here...That's all for now...I'm gonna dress up soon...Updates more later?!! Hopefully...No promises XD

"If only boredom kills I'll be so dead and rotting for ages by now"

Lesson #10 "Choices you choose..."

2009-09-27T12:33:00.009+08:00

Rise and shine people!!! Amazing how my ideas just flooded in when I thought about what to blog today...Just a thought for the day...I ain't a believer of fate...I believe that each and every second in our life, we are constantly being put to the test by being given choices...Life works on a basis that we have the freedom to decide...My secondary school discipline master, Mr Sivarajan, once said..."Choices we choose, consequences we can't..." Ironically we humans use the word "fate" as an excuse when we can't explain the things that happen..."Leave it to fate", "If it's meant to be it's meant to be", "Everything happens for a reason"...But think about it...Somewhere, sometime back, the choice you made might have been the reason behind the consequence you are facing now...Situations do not just appear...They are created...Results aren't instant...Plenty of time and sacrifice is needed to work them out...In fact you here on the face of the earth is also due to the choice made by your parents, when your mum conceived you...Strange isn't it...Answers to life is simple...No such thing as "it's meant to be" or "let fate decide"...Snap out of it and face reality...A couple breaks up after the woman found out that the man is have an affair...People claim "The marriage wasn't meant to be"...Fuck their reasoning...It's a choice the man made to have an affair and it's consequence is a divorce...Simple reasoning right?!! Don't blame it on fate...So after somewhat a summarized explanation of the non-existence of fate, I leave it up to you to decide...

Moving on to another topic...I am very thankful to God for giving me a supportive family, wonderful bunch of friends who I consider my own blood and not to mention particular strangers who I have never met yet never fail to mesmerize me...Whilst chatting with one of those special someone yesterday, I managed to figure out the reason behind me not trusting anyone, especially guys...The incidents which I have experienced in life taught me to fear going back down the similar path again...Why do I always end up being heart-broken and depressed after every relationship that didn't work out?!! Because, according to this special someone, I never fail to give my 100% when it comes to love...So either it's not being appreciated the way I expect it to be, that's why I end up disappointed...Or I am being taken advantage off, which hurts even more...Whatever it is, right this moment I just don't trust anyone with my heart...Just not yet...That's all I have for now...Still in search...Update more later >.<

"Choices you choose, consequences you can't, so fate doesn't exist"

Lesson #09 "Treasure the ones you love today..."

2009-09-25T21:26:00.005+08:00

The most unexpected thing happened this morning...Holiday season and as usual I turn in to bed around 04:00am in the morning...Sleeping disorder getting into me again...Migraines due to lack of sleep...Still there's the never ending supply of hyper activeness...Sometimes I really wonder where I get so much energy from...Hmm...Anyway that wasn't what I was planning to blog about right now...Let me get to the point here...

Around 06:00am Granny collapsed at home today...Within that short lapse of time Mum and Wati started panicking...Daddy and Bro were already awake preparing for school...The Princess was as usual still in bed despite the whole chaos...Princess Of Chaos indeed!!! Well it took me some time to snap out of my dreamland and face reality...The paramedics were busy doing their duty in my hall...So much shuffling of feet and too many voices...Dragged myself into the toilet half asleep...Must have looked like I just woke up from sex man!!! Grey spaghetti-strapped top with pink boxers, plus hair in a frenzy!!! Worst part is yet to come...There was this really cute paramedic...Hehe!!! Malay dude estimated to be 27...About 185cm...Fucking HOT!!! Woots!!! *Winks* Ok enough drooling...

Only one person was entitled to accompany Granny in the ambulance...Mummy followed...Me and Wati got ready and went there by MRT...Fast forward...A&E department...Registration...Admission...Infection control...Well apparently Granny's condition was diagnosed as some contagious virus...Something similar to Chicken Pox...Elderly...It ain't easy taking care of them...So after settling almost everything, I came back home so shagged...Two hours of sleep was really digging into my eyes and as soon as I touched my bed I blanked out...That's about it for today...I hope everything goes on well...

P.S.: Dearest Granny, this is my prayers for you...I hope you feel better and I hope you get well real soon...All these years you took care of me and stayed by my side when I was sick...Now you're old, so frail and fragile...It hurts to see you suffer so much going in and out of hospital like that...I'll pray sincerely from my heart that God eases your pain and suffering and may you pull through this ordeal safely...I pray real hard for you to get well soon and feel better...I pray that you'll be there to celebrate my 18th birthday with me...This might very well be the last time I am seeing you...If only I could let you know how much I love and care for you...I had the chance to talk to you when you still could reply me but I pushed that opportunity away claiming I was busy with school and stuff...Now no matter how much I talk to you, you aren't in the situation to reply either...God bless you dear Granny...Get well soon...I love you so much ='(

"Treasure the ones you love today for you'll never know if you'll have them tomorrow"

Lesson #08 "Money makes the world go round..."

2009-09-24T13:38:00.004+08:00

I am reminded to update my blog apparently...Geez...So what exactly have I been doing for the past 2 days?!! Well the basics I do...I am addicted to playing YoVille on Facebook...Such a kid!!! 20 more days to my eighteen-th birthday and suddenly I don't want to grow old too fast...*Sobs* Apparently right now life's just undergoing the most boring stage where I have nothing to do nor look forward to...Ouh bother!!! Currently still searching for a pat-time job...Update more later...

"Money makes the world go round, the basic necessity in life"

Lesson #07 "Searching for true love..."

2009-09-22T15:12:00.017+08:00

Back and active again...It's been a few days since I last posted... Apologies for that because been very busy lately with Raya preparations and all...Apparently I opened my blog up today to check on the tag board and guess what?!! Some idiot by the name of Mustaqim has been spamming my blog using my name!!! Geez!!! How cheap can you get?!! People with no sense of originality!!! I hate them man!!! Anyway why spoil the mood of blogging because of some unknown person right?!! Let's move on...

Eid mubarak to all my peeps...I am so happy I got to webcam with my Egyptian prince charming yesterday...Despite the bad migraine I was having and all those trashy feelings in me...I am glad I have my sweethearts out there to always cheer me up...Thanks a lot guys...Raya was just like any normal day for me...Ended up with a huge migraine...Swear if I were to puke another time I would die of exhaustion...At least my situation ain't so bad...Can't imagine being "my girl"...Failing all modules expelled from poly?!! Well I guess I am just as bad...My grades sucked big time!!! Skipping school to much...Lost interest to do anything...

Life's getting even lonelier these days...True that there are so many guys to entertain me out there...But a special someone to call my own?!! I don't think it'll ever happen...I have given up on this whole relationship mess...I MISS ZUL!!! My angel where are you when I need you the most now?!! Every time I am feeling so down you're always by my side...Now I am feeling terrible!!! Thank God I have a best friend like you...Don't know what state I will be in without you sey...Goodness...Loneliness feels so empty...Life sucks...

"Searching for true love searching for a companion in life searching for the right one"

Lesson #06 "Life's never been better..."

2009-09-15T13:21:00.005+08:00

*Yawns* Awesome morning yaw!!! I just woke up apparently...Ouh wells... Camwhoring all night so what do you expect right?!! Haha!! I chouldn't doze off at midnight so I kinda played around with my make up and stuff...Totally prepped up and not camwhoring?!! I gotta be crazy!!! LOL!!! So yeah...Guess it...Slept damn bloody late today morning...I think I am becoming a teen deprived from proper nightlife...Sucks man!!! Jeez!!! And I am missing someone badly...Why do guys have to go for NS and all those crap lah!!! Fuck NS!!!

Anyways I am really starting to get fucking pissed off with my ex...Dude!!! You don't have the fucking balls to come face to face for a proper break-up and now what?!! You're running away from me as though I fucked you up or something!!! Listen up fucktard...I ain't chasing after you for no apparent reason...I ain't a crazy bitch with no life going after you understand!!! Face reality!!! Your fucking jacket is with me!!! And apparently my precious things are in your fucking posession still...That's all!!! You have always been the ass with fucking many excuses for everything!!! Taking advantage of people and always putting yourself before others...How did you expect us to click when I am like the total opposite of you bitch?!! You're working it seems...Well fine!!! We'll see when you are free...Apparently, to everyone out there, this motherfucker's working 24/7 and doesn't even have a minute to return my stuffs...Nice one asshole!!! I wasn't born yesterday to believe your fucking lame excuses!!!

"Life's never been better without you, my dearest bitch with no balls"

Lesson #05 "Just because you don't see it..."

2009-09-13T22:39:00.000+08:00

Back with updates yaw!!! Today was, after a long long time, a great family getaway once again!!! Weeee!!! I loved it yaw!!! So yeah...What exactly happened?!! Let me just share XD My parents, my bro & me went for a short "jalan-jalan" trip to Malaysia...Well I know it's fasting month & all...But apparently none of us decided to fast today...It's been like ages since we had spent quality time together...So we planned to catch an afternoon show at Cathay City Square...What's a movie without popcorn right?!! LOL!!! Wait!!! Let me start of with breakfast...Old Town White Coffee was awsome!!! Apparently we managed to find one at City Square, hidden in the corner outta sight...Haha!!! Guilty lah not fasting =P Camwhored!!! Pictures will be uploaded soon I guess...Haha!!! Breastfast menu time...

2 Old Town White Coffee [H] RM 6.40

1 Hazelnut White Coffee [H] RM 4.30

1 Enriched Chocolate [H] RM 3.80

1 Kaya & Butter Double Toast RM 2.90

1 Omega Boiled Egg RM 2.80

1 Ipoh Chicken Hor Fun RM 6.80

1 Nasi Lemak Special RM 7.30

1 Western Platter RM 8.50

1 Plain Thick Toast RM 1.50

1 Extra Fried Egg RM 1.00

Item Total : RM 45.30

Service Charge : RM 4.55

Grand Total : RM 49.85

Not bad for good stuff!!! I mean it man...All of you should go try their food one day...Okie now back to the movie part...Intentions were to catch a movie there but apparently all the shows were quite sucky...Either we watched it already or we just didn't want to watch it...Ended up watching "Where Got Ghost?!!", a local Singapore production by our very well known Jack Neo...Movie was alright...Wasn't scary...Wait!!! It wasn't even a horror movie lah!!! Laughing our asses off throughout the whole movie...Movie's in chinese with english subtitles...Worth watching...Three stories packed into one movie...Haha!!! Wont tell much...Go watch for yourselves...LOL!!! *Yawns* Gonna take a short nap...Damn shagged after all the walking about...Je t'aime...Update more later...*Winks*

"Just because you don't see it, don't assume it doesn't exist"

Lesson #04 "Friends come and go..."

2009-09-12T11:58:00.009+08:00

I am seriously bored and I can't think of anything else to do besides blogging...Gonna start off continuing my PP final report soon...Where the hell is my mum when I need her?!! *Yawns* Alright I should really get going with my report...Everytime I plan to start I always end up diverting my attention to doing something less important like chatting facebooking and here we go, blogging >.< But before that...An important announcement...

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY
TO DEAREST ALYSSA

Her name's Alyssa. Just turned 18 at the stroke of midnight. Knew her since primary school. Thereafter shared the same secondary school. Much loved much missed much treasured. Here's wishing her all the best in life. May all her wishes come true. Smile always!!!

"Friends come and go but only a few stay with you as friends for life"

Lesson #03 "Camwhoring relates to smoking..."

2009-09-12T01:12:00.004+08:00

Alrights...Pheeww...So where shall we begin?!! Well it's already pass midnight, we all know that...So what exactly am I up to?!! I just finished editting my PP final report and now the word count's 1800 plus plus...Reena Moses told me to edit loads of stuff and seriously, it's getting on my nerves...I can't complain much cause every 2nd year I know in RP is going through the same shit as me...Goodness...Right now I am just as usual chatting with the few darlings I always see online past midnight...My pillar of strength Zul will be one of them...The rest?!! Too lazy to name...

Well peeps...As most of you guys know, I am having my holidays currently...I ain't working anymore...And I just broke off with my boyfriend Dhevan 2 weeks back...So you guessed it!!! I am fuckin bored at home doing nothin except to rot my ass off re-working my PP and making treats for Hari Raya...Can't wait for school to start again...Miss my buddies so much!!! Especially the Foosas!!! Ouh well...Guess I have to wait...

The official last day of school was stupid...First of all it didn't feel like the last day when we had to come back for UTs the following week...Besides I skipped school with Dharsh on that day...LOL!!! So we did the usual shit stuff...Sat at W1 level 2 foos area [we own that place so don't any of you guys dare slack there]!!! Joked, laughed, played stupid lame shit games, foosed, laugh somemore, camwhored in the toilet [only me using Dharsh's hp], act retarded, jumped about, laughed and more laughing!!! So yeah...Just the 2 of us is enough to make the world go bonkers...Actually just me alone will do >.< So yeah...That's abt all...Je t'aime!!! Mwah mwah mwah...

"Camwhoring relates to smoking, one stick is never enough, so is one snap"

Lesson #02 "As time flies by the only thing left..."

2009-09-11T15:15:00.005+08:00

Boo!!! Hey hey!!! Alright I am done formatting my stupid blog like finally!!! The blogskin looks damn cute though...Not bad for such a noob like me...Self-editted and copyrighted...Well let's see...Looks like I have tonnes & tonnes of updating to do...Hold those stuff for later alright...Gimme a break...I just finished formatting this damn thing...& besides, I have my PP report to be editted...Time runs so damn fast...I just hit me yesterday that I have less than a month more to complete my final report...Cant believe poly's gonna end in a year & half, more or less...Plans plans plans!!! Haha!!! Here I am rotting my damn ass facebooking & msning like nobody's business...No wonder time runs so fast....It feels as though just yesterday I waited in anxiety for the start of my first year in poly...Now...I am waiting for my second semester of my second year to start...Goodness...Time flies too fast...

"As time flies by the only thing left to be carried along are those wonderful memories"

Lesson #01 "Life's never the way you want it to be"

2009-09-10T12:32:00.005+08:00

Guess what?!! It's been fuckin long since I last blogged & I just realised how stuffy my previous blog was becoming...So taada!!! I deleted that old bitch & created a new one XD I seem to love doing that...Getting rid of the past & starting up with a whole new future...Wish life works like that too...Gosh...So many incidents to be remembered and shared about...So many accidents meant to be forgiven and forgotten about...Time's too fast for me to catch up...For now I have to manage my time between work & play...Seriously!!! God knows when I'll update next...Pfft!!!

"Life's never the way you want it to be"