Rise and shine people!!! Amazing how my ideas just flooded in when I thought about what to blog today...Just a thought for the day...I ain't a believer of fate...I believe that each and every second in our life, we are constantly being put to the test by being given choices...Life works on a basis that we have the freedom to decide...My secondary school discipline master, Mr Sivarajan, once said..."Choices we choose, consequences we can't..." Ironically we humans use the word "fate" as an excuse when we can't explain the things that happen..."Leave it to fate", "If it's meant to be it's meant to be", "Everything happens for a reason"...But think about it...Somewhere, sometime back, the choice you made might have been the reason behind the consequence you are facing now...Situations do not just appear...They are created...Results aren't instant...Plenty of time and sacrifice is needed to work them out...In fact you here on the face of the earth is also due to the choice made by your parents, when your mum conceived you...Strange isn't it...Answers to life is simple...No such thing as "it's meant to be" or "let fate decide"...Snap out of it and face reality...A couple breaks up after the woman found out that the man is have an affair...People claim "The marriage wasn't meant to be"...Fuck their reasoning...It's a choice the man made to have an affair and it's consequence is a divorce...Simple reasoning right?!! Don't blame it on fate...So after somewhat a summarized explanation of the non-existence of fate, I leave it up to you to decide...
Moving on to another topic...I am very thankful to God for giving me a supportive family, wonderful bunch of friends who I consider my own blood and not to mention particular strangers who I have never met yet never fail to mesmerize me...Whilst chatting with one of those special someone yesterday, I managed to figure out the reason behind me not trusting anyone, especially guys...The incidents which I have experienced in life taught me to fear going back down the similar path again...Why do I always end up being heart-broken and depressed after every relationship that didn't work out?!! Because, according to this special someone, I never fail to give my 100% when it comes to love...So either it's not being appreciated the way I expect it to be, that's why I end up disappointed...Or I am being taken advantage off, which hurts even more...Whatever it is, right this moment I just don't trust anyone with my heart...Just not yet...That's all I have for now...Still in search...Update more later >.<
"Choices you choose, consequences you can't, so fate doesn't exist"
Sunday, September 27, 2009 @ 12:33:00 PM
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Name's Taz...Turning eighteen this October...
Currently a 2nd yr Diploma in Pharmaceutical Sciences student @ Republic Poly...Attached and truly madly & deeply in love with the MOST awesomest guy in the world : Daniel Vincent Rodrigues...I aint a Malay though I look like one...I am an Indian & I am proud of that...Loud is my style...I am who I choose to be so if euu cant bear with me then fuck off because I aint gonna change my fucking attitude for euu...
