Well, i woke up today feeling like a million bucks after what happened last night. I'm really happy that we took our relationship to the next level, I really can see that Mumtaz Begum Bte Hayat Khan is the girl that i'm going to marry and spend the rest of my life with. I went to her house and her mother was very nice to me, after what i've heard from Mumtaz and her friends i was really shock that she was really nice to me, I hope this could be a start of a good relationship between Mumtaz's mum and me
There was this night in the kichen, My girlfriend was getting the food ready and she was in the kichen with me and there was no one at home. I really felt like we we're husband and wife, she even scolded me when i took the wrong cup, I thought that was really funny. To be honest that was the day i knew that i was going to marry Mumtaz and i was going to enjoy the rest of my life with her, we're going to get our own house and our very own family. And i knew how much she really loved me and i would never do anything to break her heart. I must admit that i need her more then she needs me, I never had anyone loved me so much before and if she we're to leave me i would be lost.
I've been thinking of the things i've done, some we're good things and some just made her angry or sad. When i was a young boy, I watched other guys break girls her and i promised i would never do that. Its easier said then done, I know i have been such a jerk at times and i wanna say i'm really sorry and Mumtaz you know what i mean. I don't want you to ever feel sad again, you've done nothing to break my heart and it would only be fair if i did the same for you.
Mumtaz i guess all i want to say is i really love you so much and i am really happy to have met a girl like you, It would be stupid of me not to marry a girl like you. I'm not going to let this chance drift away. I want to marry you and wake up next to you everyday. I want to eat dinner with you everyday, I want to watch late night movies with you. The most important thing is, I want to spend the rest of my life with you and all i want to say is there is no turning back from this.
We have been through alot of bad times, we both have cried on the phone a couple of times, There we're many times i have cried and you diden't know about it. I am really glad that we both did not drift apart during this tough times. I'm really glad things are starting to pick up, and i really want to thank you for helping me have faith in this relationship. I don't know what i would be doing now if i did not have you by my side.
"Behind every strong man, there's an even stronger woman"
Thursday, November 26, 2009 @ 9:29:00 PM
Lesson #22 "Love conquers all"
To my dearest sweetheart Daniel..
Baby thanks for the previous post and thanks a lot for reassuring me that you will always be there for me...Likewise I promise never to leave you no matter what happens...Right now I know that we have been going through a lot of ups and downs...I apologize if I have been very incapable of understanding certain situations...I am sorry for causing you so much hurt and trouble...I just can't help feeling a certain way if the situation is such...I hope you understand and all I want is for you to stand by me during those moments...I know it's been hard for us now but I just pray that we can both work hand-in-hand to overcome this situation...It's me and you against the world and I just want to prove all those jerks out there that our love is strong enough to pull through...I love you very much baby...Muacks!!! Thanks for everything...
"Love conquers all"
Monday, November 23, 2009 @ 11:30:00 AM
Lesson #21 "ALL FOR YOU..."
This is to the most awsome girl i know and love, I know i have not been the guy you loved last time and i'm really sorry. You deserve better and I totally know how you feel, I'm really sorry and i'm not just going to say it but i'm going to show it to you.
Please don't cry, when i heard you cry on the phone my heart totally broke. It was like i coulden't do anything cause i was so far away, i felt so helpless cause my baby was in pain. I don't want you to ever feel like that again.
I'm willing to do anything for you and if that means converting then i will. I love you and i want to be with you the rest of our lives. I wanna wake up in the morning and see your face, I want to go the kitchen and give you a big hug from behind when you are prepairing our meals, I want to laugh with you when we're watching a funny movie, I want to go on holidays and experience the world with you. I love you so much!
It's you and me against the world.
@ 11:05:00 AM
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Name's Taz...Turning eighteen this October...
Currently a 2nd yr Diploma in Pharmaceutical Sciences student @ Republic Poly...Attached and truly madly & deeply in love with the MOST awesomest guy in the world : Daniel Vincent Rodrigues...I aint a Malay though I look like one...I am an Indian & I am proud of that...Loud is my style...I am who I choose to be so if euu cant bear with me then fuck off because I aint gonna change my fucking attitude for euu...
